so lost.

i have no idea what's going on in my personal life now.
since college is dealt with, i now must deal with everyone in my life. decide what i want.
this is all too complicated.
everything is just spinning.

i cannot wait to take these pictures for photography though. matty is going to look amazing. no one seems to entirely know him, and i can't wait to take pictures of him in the way i see him. i think they'll turn out lovely.
i wanted to take some pictures of katya as well, in a more 1930s aspect, but she's been absent the last two days): feel better katya!
but then i'll be taking pictures of megan figs and her gorgeous curly hair. loooooove it its amazing and beautiful and sngjklshsgkjx.