i finally

have something that has a hold on me.
i've never been happier.



....later?
it's true! i had a wonderful day, until work started. now tomorrow will be equally wonderful.
i feel so free. i don't need anything real right now. i'm back to my old self.
and i think i love life again, for a long time i've been dealing, and settling with what i was comfortable with. settling for what i already knew and what i already loved. but i need to be scared. i need to not know what is going to happen and where i'm going to end up. i'm ready for warm weather. i'm ready to fall in love with living. once this cold weather is gone, my heart will be back.

i've been going insane with photography lately. i'm not sure why i haven't developed or uploaded anything. but i'm going to soon enough! mrs. vasa will be so proud(: