in ten years... i'll be 29.
hopefully i will have long luscious, wavy hair, a nice figure.
hopefully i will have finished dentistry school and be working in a office under a good named dentist.
hopefully i will be married to mr. perfect.
hopefully i will have my own white house with yellow shutters and a bright green lawn with a pool in the back near an apple tree.
hopefully i will have the cutest dog baby ever.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
I am in a relationship with Matthew.
We do basically everything together and are really happy.
thats clearly just the beginning though. we started dating OFFICIALLY in late march. and we haven't broken up, or gone on any breaks. we completly trust eachother and are pleased with one another.
We do basically everything together and are really happy.
thats clearly just the beginning though. we started dating OFFICIALLY in late march. and we haven't broken up, or gone on any breaks. we completly trust eachother and are pleased with one another.
alsoooo...
30 day challenge!
day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
day 4 - your views on religion.
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life.
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about…
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.
day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.
day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
day 12 - bullet your whole day.
day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
day 14 - your earliest memory.
day 15 - your favorite tumblrs.
day 16 - your views on mainstream music.
day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year.
day 18 - your beliefs.
day 19 - disrespecting your parents.
day 20 - how important you think education is.
day 21 - one of your favorite shows.
day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years?
day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
day 24 - your favorite movie and what it’s about.
day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why.
day 26 - what kind of person attracts you.
day 27 - a problem that you have had.
day 28 - something that you miss.
day 29 - goals for the next 30 days.
day 30 - your highs and lows of this month.
day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
day 4 - your views on religion.
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life.
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about…
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.
day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.
day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
day 12 - bullet your whole day.
day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
day 14 - your earliest memory.
day 15 - your favorite tumblrs.
day 16 - your views on mainstream music.
day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year.
day 18 - your beliefs.
day 19 - disrespecting your parents.
day 20 - how important you think education is.
day 21 - one of your favorite shows.
day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years?
day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
day 24 - your favorite movie and what it’s about.
day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why.
day 26 - what kind of person attracts you.
day 27 - a problem that you have had.
day 28 - something that you miss.
day 29 - goals for the next 30 days.
day 30 - your highs and lows of this month.
December Goals...
1. stick to diet!!!!!
2. go to gym 4 times a week
3. draw, paint, & finish all projects!
4. find an awesome winter wardrobe besides sweats and uggs, that is fashionable, but will still keep me warm throughout the brutal winter...
5. get christmas gifts EARLIER THAN THE WEEK OF CHRISTMAS.
shouldn't be TOO hard... but i'm sure the list will grow...
2. go to gym 4 times a week
3. draw, paint, & finish all projects!
4. find an awesome winter wardrobe besides sweats and uggs, that is fashionable, but will still keep me warm throughout the brutal winter...
5. get christmas gifts EARLIER THAN THE WEEK OF CHRISTMAS.
shouldn't be TOO hard... but i'm sure the list will grow...
Saturday, November 20, 2010
ah, homework all finished before 3 a.m.
room all clean before Thanksgiving.
leaves almost completely bagged and ready to go.
boyfriend's first meet tomorrow that i HAVE to go to.
Lips friday, new dress and new heels and ready to go.
hair slowly, but kinda quickly getting longer.
Eric coming wednesday.
might be getting a new car within 3 months.
all good grades in all my classes so far.
class schedule picked for next semester.
letters all almost sent out.
life is good.
room all clean before Thanksgiving.
leaves almost completely bagged and ready to go.
boyfriend's first meet tomorrow that i HAVE to go to.
Lips friday, new dress and new heels and ready to go.
hair slowly, but kinda quickly getting longer.
Eric coming wednesday.
might be getting a new car within 3 months.
all good grades in all my classes so far.
class schedule picked for next semester.
letters all almost sent out.
life is good.
Monday, November 15, 2010
dear college,
can you let up on the work a little? i'm a little tired.
thank you!
love,
one of your grade A students
my room is a trainwreck again.... and i MUST clean it tomorrow.
i have my online class tomorrow so i get to stay home and cuddle with molly while replying to emails for an hour and a half. so fun!!!
can you let up on the work a little? i'm a little tired.
thank you!
love,
one of your grade A students
my room is a trainwreck again.... and i MUST clean it tomorrow.
i have my online class tomorrow so i get to stay home and cuddle with molly while replying to emails for an hour and a half. so fun!!!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
i never wanted to hear what i wanted to hear, only if what i wanted to hear was the truth. why is it that some people lie so much? that doesn't make a relationship or friendship. it doesn't make you worthy of anyone else's trust or faith. its just not nice. so why do it? why can't you just tell someone the honest truth so they don't waste their time? why toy with someone? why lie to your best friend because your afrad of the reaction you'll get? at least it would be honest and they would tell you what they think. what if they were okay with it? what if you lied about something awful, would you tell the person? would you keep them hanging on, lingering on their breath to betray them again? what if that person could have been your "superman" saving you from anything that could hurt you, your "soulmate" loving you even past when your heart stops beating and theirs keeps beating for you, your "fred to barney" friendship that even when things are so wrong and ridiculous, you can't help but laugh at the end of the day? what if you let all of that go because you messed up... or a real better word, fucked up.
how would you feel if you lost that person? that person had always been there. they were willing to do anything for you, fight all your battles, kiss all your tears, sweep the dust under the carpet... what if that was the person? how can you know? how will you ever know?
do you fess up, or will they still be hurt? do you keep lying your way into a hole until your caught?
why is it that we hurt the ones we love, and help the ones we don't know? why give up the old and reliable to get the new and unknown? do we want a taste of something new? did old and reliable get boring, but we still can't throw it away just yet?
but on the complete other side of the spectrum, why do we want people who make us feel bad around? why do we let people walk all over us. why do we fight so hard for someone when all they do is push us away.
ah, the mysteries of life.
how would you feel if you lost that person? that person had always been there. they were willing to do anything for you, fight all your battles, kiss all your tears, sweep the dust under the carpet... what if that was the person? how can you know? how will you ever know?
do you fess up, or will they still be hurt? do you keep lying your way into a hole until your caught?
why is it that we hurt the ones we love, and help the ones we don't know? why give up the old and reliable to get the new and unknown? do we want a taste of something new? did old and reliable get boring, but we still can't throw it away just yet?
but on the complete other side of the spectrum, why do we want people who make us feel bad around? why do we let people walk all over us. why do we fight so hard for someone when all they do is push us away.
ah, the mysteries of life.
never, EVER assume anyone has it easy. everyone has some sort of problem now. financial, emotional, physical... who freaking knows.
i hurt my ankle again. WOO. i have to get another job on top on the two i have to pay for a new car and an apartment, because i think it's about time to get out. it's driving me nuts. work, school, eat, nap, work, school, eat, nap, work, school, eat, nap, study in work, work, midterm, school. weekend... clean house, gym, study, homework, go out, nap, gym, relax.
I CAN'T WAIT TILL WINTER BREAK.
AND ENOUGH COMPLAINING LIKE A BRAT. i just needed to rant some!
but today i went to macys too! my aunt sent me a gift card for my birthday.
and on the bright side my hair is lightening AND growing again! super soft.
"you came to me and told me it was over. you assured me you wouldn't need her anymore, but that look upon your face is too familiar, it was long ago but i've been there before. and this song is like a movie, that we might as well pretend, from the moment that the camera closes in just say it one more time with feeling, one more time like you really mean it. the last time you told me that you loved me, i almost believed you."
i hurt my ankle again. WOO. i have to get another job on top on the two i have to pay for a new car and an apartment, because i think it's about time to get out. it's driving me nuts. work, school, eat, nap, work, school, eat, nap, work, school, eat, nap, study in work, work, midterm, school. weekend... clean house, gym, study, homework, go out, nap, gym, relax.
I CAN'T WAIT TILL WINTER BREAK.
AND ENOUGH COMPLAINING LIKE A BRAT. i just needed to rant some!
but today i went to macys too! my aunt sent me a gift card for my birthday.
and on the bright side my hair is lightening AND growing again! super soft.
"you came to me and told me it was over. you assured me you wouldn't need her anymore, but that look upon your face is too familiar, it was long ago but i've been there before. and this song is like a movie, that we might as well pretend, from the moment that the camera closes in just say it one more time with feeling, one more time like you really mean it. the last time you told me that you loved me, i almost believed you."
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