i can't seem to fall out of love with Ed Bloom.
"You were a big fish in a small pond, but this here is the ocean and your drownin'. Take my advice, go back to Puddleville; you'll be happy there. "
Big Fish (2003)
best movie of all time.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
beatle babies
(Paul McCartney and son James McCartney)
(Zak Starkey son of Ringo Starr)
(Sean Lennon son of John Lennon and Dhani Harrison son of George Harrison)how cool would it be if they did at least one tour of old Beatles songs.
i would fall in love.
Sean Lennon is amazing. (personal favorite. NOT because of his father.)
my real Beatle favortie has to be George. he was amazing...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
someone said something to me the other day that has been bothering me all weekend.
"i'm waiting on the world to change."
that's all.
i started thinking really into this statement wondering if she actually meant it or not. the world won't just change. people won't just change. so what was she waiting for?
people to be nicer? the world to be cleaner? her life to get better? what?
if you want something to happen, you can't just WAIT around for it... you have to get out there and take it. start it. show people what it should be. not sit on your butt watching the news and watching what's happening, and what i assume you're waiting to see change.
what do i feel about that.
and what is going on with the weather changing on me so fast? it crawled up on me too fast. i wasn't ready for summer to really end. i'm not ready for the cold. i barely had a summer!
and i've been feeling so bland lately. it'd either i don't care and feel empty, or i'm nervous, and i'm not sure why i am so nervous. school work not getting done is scaring me. not being able to get into the college i want is scaring me. not paying off car insurance scares me. gas scares me the most to my suprise.
and work plainly stresses me out. i never want to go. i'm making almost no money anymore. and i feel like a total bum, but i'd rather sleep. i'd rather play video games and watch stupid movies with derek. i'd rather be able to ride my new bike (that i used only twice this summer!), i'd rather tell my puppy how pretty she is.
this stuff is driving me INSANE.
an i think i'll start TRYING to look nicer for school. maybe if i feel better about myself, i'll feel better about everything. but if i look like a slob, i feel like a slob. so that's no good.
i'll make a rule: only wear something semi-sloppy if i'm in a bad mood, or sickly. yes.
also i've been thinking if i should cut my hair? but its so easy to handle now that i'm afraid of a haircut, esp since i want to grow it out... maybe i'll just have my mom do it for me. def.
"i'm waiting on the world to change."
that's all.
i started thinking really into this statement wondering if she actually meant it or not. the world won't just change. people won't just change. so what was she waiting for?
people to be nicer? the world to be cleaner? her life to get better? what?
if you want something to happen, you can't just WAIT around for it... you have to get out there and take it. start it. show people what it should be. not sit on your butt watching the news and watching what's happening, and what i assume you're waiting to see change.
what do i feel about that.
and what is going on with the weather changing on me so fast? it crawled up on me too fast. i wasn't ready for summer to really end. i'm not ready for the cold. i barely had a summer!
and i've been feeling so bland lately. it'd either i don't care and feel empty, or i'm nervous, and i'm not sure why i am so nervous. school work not getting done is scaring me. not being able to get into the college i want is scaring me. not paying off car insurance scares me. gas scares me the most to my suprise.
and work plainly stresses me out. i never want to go. i'm making almost no money anymore. and i feel like a total bum, but i'd rather sleep. i'd rather play video games and watch stupid movies with derek. i'd rather be able to ride my new bike (that i used only twice this summer!), i'd rather tell my puppy how pretty she is.
this stuff is driving me INSANE.
an i think i'll start TRYING to look nicer for school. maybe if i feel better about myself, i'll feel better about everything. but if i look like a slob, i feel like a slob. so that's no good.
i'll make a rule: only wear something semi-sloppy if i'm in a bad mood, or sickly. yes.
also i've been thinking if i should cut my hair? but its so easy to handle now that i'm afraid of a haircut, esp since i want to grow it out... maybe i'll just have my mom do it for me. def.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
kicking back
i can't get into the swing of school... already the essays and homework and yadda yadda yadda...
i don't want to do it. i just sit at my desk staring at it.
and i have to write essays for my teachers to "get to know me"? i don't even entirelly know me. they want to know about my future. i don't know that yet. i only know what i WANT.
anyway, i havent read a book in forever, and it's killing me. i bought the octopus and i really just want to start. but my room is muuuuch too messy to focus on anything else and i think that is the problem. it has a bad energy. i have to paint and redecorate and move everything around.
i'm thinking a peach color. i love peach. and beige furniture. and accents of something. maybe gold.
i don't want to do it. i just sit at my desk staring at it.
and i have to write essays for my teachers to "get to know me"? i don't even entirelly know me. they want to know about my future. i don't know that yet. i only know what i WANT.
anyway, i havent read a book in forever, and it's killing me. i bought the octopus and i really just want to start. but my room is muuuuch too messy to focus on anything else and i think that is the problem. it has a bad energy. i have to paint and redecorate and move everything around.
i'm thinking a peach color. i love peach. and beige furniture. and accents of something. maybe gold.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
last first day of high school.
SCHEDULEEEEE!
period 1.
human behavior with mr. francisco. it wasn't TOO bad. but i felt like i was going to fall asleep as he went on a rant about cell phones.
period 2.
prob&stat with mrs. brown. sweeeeeet. our biggest project is in second marking period. it deals with m&ms.
period 3.
gym with a bunch of amazing friends! katya, dana, tony, nicolle, tori, and millie. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. esp sex ed.! that won't be awkward at ALL.
period 4.
lunch with melanie and dana. it's not great. too many freshman. but at least i have melanie and dana...
period 5.
photo2 with mrs.vasa! lucky meee(: good class, good year.
period 6.
english4 with ms.garofalo. she's CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZY. but so much fun and seems so nice.
period 7.
holocaust and genocide with mr.donnelly. love it already. he is so funny.
period 8.
spanish4with mrs. cubllian... i hate it. it's terrible, i don't understand one word she is saying. she seems nice herself. but too much spanish for me to handle first day back.
i personally think it will be a FAB year. but changing my sleeping schedule is a total problem. and i have to buy a new alarm cause my 5 that go off aren't enough. my mom had to scream to wake me up.
and summer reading is due MONDAY. haven't really started entirely... but it'll get done asap. along with the studying of the WORLD COUNTRIES THAT I HAVE TO KNOW BY TUESDAY FOR A TEST. sheesh! i forgot what a pain school was.
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i think i have every part of my life planned after high school. it's all i think about when i'm working at sonic. 'how will i end up? what do i want out of my life? where do i want to be?'
i want to live in south carolina, and have my own office for occupational therapy. live with two labs, one black named lily, and a chocolate named penelope.
and i think i will marry keanu reeves.
ariel christina reeves.
period 1.
human behavior with mr. francisco. it wasn't TOO bad. but i felt like i was going to fall asleep as he went on a rant about cell phones.
period 2.
prob&stat with mrs. brown. sweeeeeet. our biggest project is in second marking period. it deals with m&ms.
period 3.
gym with a bunch of amazing friends! katya, dana, tony, nicolle, tori, and millie. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. esp sex ed.! that won't be awkward at ALL.
period 4.
lunch with melanie and dana. it's not great. too many freshman. but at least i have melanie and dana...
period 5.
photo2 with mrs.vasa! lucky meee(: good class, good year.
period 6.
english4 with ms.garofalo. she's CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZY. but so much fun and seems so nice.
period 7.
holocaust and genocide with mr.donnelly. love it already. he is so funny.
period 8.
spanish4with mrs. cubllian... i hate it. it's terrible, i don't understand one word she is saying. she seems nice herself. but too much spanish for me to handle first day back.
i personally think it will be a FAB year. but changing my sleeping schedule is a total problem. and i have to buy a new alarm cause my 5 that go off aren't enough. my mom had to scream to wake me up.
and summer reading is due MONDAY. haven't really started entirely... but it'll get done asap. along with the studying of the WORLD COUNTRIES THAT I HAVE TO KNOW BY TUESDAY FOR A TEST. sheesh! i forgot what a pain school was.
---
i think i have every part of my life planned after high school. it's all i think about when i'm working at sonic. 'how will i end up? what do i want out of my life? where do i want to be?'
i want to live in south carolina, and have my own office for occupational therapy. live with two labs, one black named lily, and a chocolate named penelope.
and i think i will marry keanu reeves.
ariel christina reeves.
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