where is my head!?!?!
i have completly forgotten everything i once loved. my sketching, my reading, my running and exercising, my long hikes with molly, apple juice, peaches...
now i just swim and sleep in the sand. no, not at seaside... i don't like it there. i am not interested in being a tan, partying guidette. i just love the beach. it has made me so carefree.... so happy....
my family finally supports my future. they finally support us all going home, south, and me becoming a dentist.
i'm as happy as a clam!
AND THERE HAS BEEN TWO NEW ADDITIONS TO THE MARTIN FAMILY HOUSEHOLD...
two hermit crabs! bill and ted, and besides molly and misty, they are the sunshine to my day.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
school got so old so fast... hahaha
i went to long beach island with matthew, and it was gorgeous all week, although i got extremly homesick.... it was tons of fun. but now i have school and work again... i'm just not ready for this yet.
also! going back upstate at the end of the month, then 3 days later school ends... THEN THE NEXT DAY DRIVING TO FLORIDA. helloooooooo, i'm excited.
summer is the most amazing time of the year. i have so much to say, i just want to tell the world, but i can't. i hate keeping my own secrets inside.
and might i add that sleeping in your own bed for the first night in awhile is one of the best feelings. ever.
i went to long beach island with matthew, and it was gorgeous all week, although i got extremly homesick.... it was tons of fun. but now i have school and work again... i'm just not ready for this yet.
also! going back upstate at the end of the month, then 3 days later school ends... THEN THE NEXT DAY DRIVING TO FLORIDA. helloooooooo, i'm excited.
summer is the most amazing time of the year. i have so much to say, i just want to tell the world, but i can't. i hate keeping my own secrets inside.
and might i add that sleeping in your own bed for the first night in awhile is one of the best feelings. ever.
Monday, June 28, 2010
day one of college down.
i drove there, down the garden state parkway. alone. listening to the crazy men on the radio talking about the "shadiest people they ever met". pulling into the parking lot and paring my big old buick le sabre. trying to take the elevator, but realizing it was broken, so exploring my new school to find the stairs. finally finding the stairs and walking up them, closer and closer to my destination. walking through the "study hall" and looking at all the students... that looked so much older and bigger than me. turning right and looking at all my fellow students waiting to be let in to room 222. listening to one girl yell and whine about her hair being messy and her boyfriend wouldn't sneak into her room last night because he wanted her to have a good first day... but she only wants one thing and invited over her other man. being let in to room 222. meeting aberaham shaban, my new math professor and not understanding one word he said. meeting my new friend megan, who didn't understand anything either. taking notes for an hour and 35 minutes, looking around at the completly white room and wondering how they kept it so clean all the time. getting up at the end and exchanging phone numbers with my new friend. leaving the parking lot and racing home. i just woke up from my lovely hour nap. i'm ready for work now.
but how amazing is this new schedule!
monday and wednesday class 8:30-10:05
tuesday and thursday class 8:30-12:10
monday-wednesday work 4:00-9:00
thursday work 1:00-5:00
amazing, i know. i have three days off completly to do whatever my little heart desires.
and! the best thing eveeeer happened. but i'm not allowed to tell people... which is probably the hardest thing ever???
oh mand graduation parties happened! mine was fun and so was catie's. i met david blane! hehehehe (:
and next week i go to long beach island wednesday and meet up with matt and his family. i'm pretty excited... extremly excited, actually.
i drove there, down the garden state parkway. alone. listening to the crazy men on the radio talking about the "shadiest people they ever met". pulling into the parking lot and paring my big old buick le sabre. trying to take the elevator, but realizing it was broken, so exploring my new school to find the stairs. finally finding the stairs and walking up them, closer and closer to my destination. walking through the "study hall" and looking at all the students... that looked so much older and bigger than me. turning right and looking at all my fellow students waiting to be let in to room 222. listening to one girl yell and whine about her hair being messy and her boyfriend wouldn't sneak into her room last night because he wanted her to have a good first day... but she only wants one thing and invited over her other man. being let in to room 222. meeting aberaham shaban, my new math professor and not understanding one word he said. meeting my new friend megan, who didn't understand anything either. taking notes for an hour and 35 minutes, looking around at the completly white room and wondering how they kept it so clean all the time. getting up at the end and exchanging phone numbers with my new friend. leaving the parking lot and racing home. i just woke up from my lovely hour nap. i'm ready for work now.
but how amazing is this new schedule!
monday and wednesday class 8:30-10:05
tuesday and thursday class 8:30-12:10
monday-wednesday work 4:00-9:00
thursday work 1:00-5:00
amazing, i know. i have three days off completly to do whatever my little heart desires.
and! the best thing eveeeer happened. but i'm not allowed to tell people... which is probably the hardest thing ever???
oh mand graduation parties happened! mine was fun and so was catie's. i met david blane! hehehehe (:
and next week i go to long beach island wednesday and meet up with matt and his family. i'm pretty excited... extremly excited, actually.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
the good and the bad of photo II...
we will start with the bad and end on a good note...
- worrying about college for a good 3 months straight.
-never finishing a project on time. (BUT STILL LOVING HOW MOST OF IT TURNED OUT.)
and the good...
-having fun everyday.
- making new friends in photo.
-making fun of "the spot".
- divorcing phil.
- getting into college and everything... AND NOT WORRYING ANYMORE!
overall, i am not going to complain about this year. maybe i didnt apply myself to my potential... sorry vasa. but i had a good year. and i will prooooobably come back a lot next year. SO NO WORRIES!
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
the good and the bad of photo II...
we will start with the bad and end on a good note...
- worrying about college for a good 3 months straight.
-never finishing a project on time. (BUT STILL LOVING HOW MOST OF IT TURNED OUT.)
and the good...
-having fun everyday.
- making new friends in photo.
-making fun of "the spot".
- divorcing phil.
- getting into college and everything... AND NOT WORRYING ANYMORE!
overall, i am not going to complain about this year. maybe i didnt apply myself to my potential... sorry vasa. but i had a good year. and i will prooooobably come back a lot next year. SO NO WORRIES!
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