i love my birthday. i share it with so many amazing people.
vanessa at work had her birthday today too. everyone brought in food. we had 2 ice cream cakes, cupcakes, and music. it was so amazingly fun. i made 98 dollars. faaaaaabulousssssssss.
matthew bought me a body pillow and sprayed it with his cologne... it smells so good. then he got me FIFA 11! i was so happy (:
my mommy and dayy bought me doc martens. they are so bad ass. and they are so cool.
my granny gave me 100 dollars.
so this week i have 200 dollars towards car insurance. woooooo.

everything is amazing. i'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

i'm doing so good in school... but bergen is just high school again. it's annoying and i really do hate it.
i haven't done any of my goals... i'm supposed to be 120 pounds by now. i have not dropped one pound.
yesterday i bought a new ipod... 160 GB! wooo! a classic. it's so pretty<3 and it's already almost full. matt is giving me his music too, but clearly i'm only going to put the stuff i like of his music on there.

my birthday is thursday! i'm so excited. but i'm really not doing anything for it. i might go to lips with a few friends. me and matt were going to go see phoenix, the band not the city, but all the seats are terrible... so we aren't wasting money on that. i feel so old... this is my last year as a teenager! i mean, that sounds insane. you turn 18, and you're considered an adult, but you're still a teenager. at 20, there is no teenager... it's just twenty.

where did you go?

i love autumn. visually, it's my second favorite, summer is my first... no matter what. but camping this weekend took a serious toll on me. i have not slept good in two weeks. something is bothering me, but idk what. i just want to sleep again.

after studying all week, today came, and on test day, i seem to forget everything. so i walk into work with my notebook to study in case it gets slow... i look over all the material and realized, i was familiar with it, and i knew it, but i had NONE memorized!!!! i spent the next 7 hours studying straight... and i think i faired well on the test. i got at least 70 points that i was able to figure out, and got the extra credit. but for the ones i narrowed down the answers on, or the few i guessed on, i must've gotten some of those right... i sure hope! hopefully i made my goal and got at least an 86. please, please, please!
sheesh, anthropology... now we are learning about current day/ past economics.... i hate economics...

but tomorrow i go camping! after logging attendance in the online history of photo class, picking up a mattress, finishing writing an essay, packing matt's car, and going to writing class... sheesh.

so i bought molly this little orange and blue ball... INDESTRUCTIBLE. so it's perfect for her! she broke through a basketball... i have no idea what this girl is doing. her teeth are horrifyingly sharp.

Just saying, I have the nicest boyfriend ever... and I used to hate him. Insane.
Silly me.