okay, okay.
i'm all over the place with my moods. i'm back to okay though. it just doesnt seem to have a consistancy. i need to find a balance.

i just fell back into my hole.
i've had two tests so far... which were terrible.
peter made me cry. (he wasn't trying to... it was a joke but it was already a bad day.)
my mom messed up my scholarship papers.
mrs shue isnt there to help me fix them.
i had a terrible lunch.
and my english won't get done because i didnt finish reading the book in one night or finish doing the questions.
screw it ):

i just want to sleep.

ALSO

my bad attitude is gone. my 'i don't care about anything but college' attitude is gone.
i'm so happy!

visual journal. assignment fifteen.

freeeeeeeeeeeee topic.
well for this project, I've STARTED... but hated everything I've done. I'm going to shoot tonight and throughout the weekend to make up for the lost time...
so FAR ...
I'm planning on using water everywhere (pingry pictures really influenced me!)
my basement, which is completely cluttered
my neighbor's yard, which is full of life, but no one keeps it under control (hopefully they won't mind (: )
this lonely street by my house
and a box.

i HOPE they turn out well. I'm not sure how i should dress or look in each, but i suppose I'll wing that with the way i feel and the mood i think each picture should have. a picture speaks a thousand words, right?

and of course molly and misty might show up in a few pictures.... but that MUST be a given.

feeling TONS better... really upset i missed all the sunshine though... it was shorts/dresses, fruit, and running weather... and i basically missed it all.... which is now plainly upsetting.
I'M COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! so jesse can FINALLY stop texting me in the middle of the day saying i suck. )': but i know its cause he misses me:D

butttt i can almost eat real food again(: can't wait to eat humus with pita bread... peaches... pb&j... WHITE CASTLE... helloooooo.
and i cannot wait to start running again.
or dressing nice again.
OR ahhhh anything. my mood is so much better. i am so happy.

i feel like my head is so big and about to roll off my shoulders.

there is a 99.999999999999999999% chance i will not be in school tomorrow. i randomly got the stomach virus after eating peach-os and a twix last night.... i also have managed to resprain my ankle.... aka not a good sunday...
i was supposed to go to church today too...

and! matty was supposed to come over today and make me food and play ps3 with me )': but i don't want him sick.

i shot for photo anyway. i think they came out well. they look nice.