never, EVER assume anyone has it easy. everyone has some sort of problem now. financial, emotional, physical... who freaking knows.
i hurt my ankle again. WOO. i have to get another job on top on the two i have to pay for a new car and an apartment, because i think it's about time to get out. it's driving me nuts. work, school, eat, nap, work, school, eat, nap, work, school, eat, nap, study in work, work, midterm, school. weekend... clean house, gym, study, homework, go out, nap, gym, relax.
I CAN'T WAIT TILL WINTER BREAK.
AND ENOUGH COMPLAINING LIKE A BRAT. i just needed to rant some!

but today i went to macys too! my aunt sent me a gift card for my birthday.
and on the bright side my hair is lightening AND growing again! super soft.

"you came to me and told me it was over. you assured me you wouldn't need her anymore, but that look upon your face is too familiar, it was long ago but i've been there before. and this song is like a movie, that we might as well pretend, from the moment that the camera closes in just say it one more time with feeling, one more time like you really mean it. the last time you told me that you loved me, i almost believed you."

"It's important to tell the people you love how much you love them while they can hear you."

i just got a 100 on my photography midterm! woooooo... go meeeee!

That's when you came to me and said, "Wish I could prove I love you But does that mean I have to walk on water? When we are older you'll understand it's enough when I say so, and maybe some things are that simple."

i've been thinking so much about the past. my actions and the consequences, and how they reflected on my emotions, making me take more actions with consequences... and so on. but now i know what it is to "think before you speak", because all i do is think about the consequences to everything...
i've been painting this picture... i'll take a pic of it eventually and put it up. i'm way too lazy to right now.
i figured out the tattoo i want! matty is drawing it out, and it looks really pretty.
anything else? hmmm...
currently writing katya's letter! i took a break. it's very emotional.

i went to fright fest tonight. very fun! i was scared the entire time. stupid zombies and their loud can shaker things....

time, time, time... time for nothing.
yesterday i wasted my whole day waiting for my online midterm to be posted. i did the same today... she emailed everyone an hour ago letting us know it was postponed until next week. uh, annoying.
yesterday i wanted to go to the gym, get together my halloween costume, and do so much... but no.
everyone is getting on my nerves lately. it's that time of year! the cold, and that is where my happiness, and heart both decide to disappear until it is beautiful and warm.
i've saved up so much money for christmas presents, they are going to be good this year. i'm excited. i figure i'll give my mom my old ipod... and have it filled so she doesn't bother me about that and get her something else. she hates all my ideas.
and my dad.... who knows! hes so difficult. and matt.... DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THAT ONE.
sheesh, whatever. i'm gonna go play fifa (;

i love my birthday. i share it with so many amazing people.
vanessa at work had her birthday today too. everyone brought in food. we had 2 ice cream cakes, cupcakes, and music. it was so amazingly fun. i made 98 dollars. faaaaaabulousssssssss.
matthew bought me a body pillow and sprayed it with his cologne... it smells so good. then he got me FIFA 11! i was so happy (:
my mommy and dayy bought me doc martens. they are so bad ass. and they are so cool.
my granny gave me 100 dollars.
so this week i have 200 dollars towards car insurance. woooooo.

everything is amazing. i'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!